Sunday, July 6, 2014

Ascertain your Passion

 I often get to see some posts and pictures on social media about THE killer Monday.  People usually think that they don’t tend to like the beginning of the week. You can easily find Monday hating jokes and posts on twitter and Facebook these days. Some abuse poor Monday, some threaten it to go back and some even pray to God to send the Monday little later. I somehow find such posts hilarious; if not hilarious then at least such posts are idiotic for sure.You don’t like a particular day only because you don’t like your schedule of the day. It’s all about the job and the schedule you follow. However, I also could easily relate to such posts on Facebook because I also never like going to office on Mondays.  But if you sit and think quietly then you’ll get to know that it’s actually the work you’re doing. If you’re not doing a job of your own choice, you’ll never be able to enjoy it. It’s human tendency that if we don’t like something we start running off that. That’s the reason most of the people don’t feel like heading to their offices on Mondays because in the weekend they actually get some time off the work they don’t actually like to do.Back in 2012, when I finally started going to office, I never loved it that much. Initially it was OK. The hatred grew up gradually and now there’re very few things I actually like about my office. I realized I was not meant for this. It is something I just cannot keep doing for all my life long. Then I, along with some of my friends started an NGO last year. We named it Sarthak Foundation and started working for the slum children. (I actually didn't mean to advertise my venture here but this much introduction was required, I felt). But on a serious note, now I feel this is something I would want to keep doing forever.Today, we set up our office and it was our first day officially, though we have been working for it for the last one and a half years now. But today I realized that it’s not about the term ‘office’ we hate, it’s about the ‘work’ we do. We were just not ready to leave ‘our’ office today and all of us were sad that we’ll be able to come next on Saturday which is 6 days away from now.It’s not for us only; it’s for everyone out there who don’t feel like going to office on Monday. Mate, stop cursing poor Monday and start exploring where your passion lies. Put your efforts towards your passion and you will actually start loving your job. I don’t mean to share my Gyan but I think it will actually help. Because, it’s not Monday, It’s your job that sucks!!  :)




Saturday, June 28, 2014

Broken Promises!!

I promised that i will love you more than you do with yourself, i promised that i will fill your life with each existing color, i promised you will never miss love in your life, i promised you will never long for love and care anymore, i made all those promises which i possibly could for you! I never thought of hurting you, i can't even think of it. I used to think i was all able to be as transparent as i could. So that you could know how much i feel for you, how much i adore you, how much i care for you.. How much i LOVE you..!! But i was wrong.. I wasn't showing you how much i love you, my expressions weren't enough to let you know that i can do anything for you. You still think that i can even think of leaving you like this. And now i was thinking that's where i lose it, that's where my love got defeated. But no.. That's not my love's defeat.. It can not lose like this.. My love for you is above all this. The only thing which betrayed me is my expressing nature. If i couldn't make you feel what i actually feel for you then its not my love which failed, its my way of expressing my love. So now i'm determined.. I'll let you know in each and every possible way how much i love you. I know that way you would be able to gain your lost trust over me once again! I know things would change between us, they will have to.

Friday, June 27, 2014

Just Want to Hold You Tight

 Today, i find myself helpless..so miserable..!! I wanted to spend those playful days of summer kidding with you.. I wanted to enjoy those ever cherishing time of winters cuddling with you..i wanted to share that experienced yet painful fall of world with you..!! 
I wanted you to be part of my those kiddish tricks..i wanted you to kiss my eye lashes gently when my parents upset me after bad results...i wanted you to hold my hand when i leave this world..tears in eyes.. Your eyes..full of memories..memories of our days..days when the only lost thing were the toys..i wanted you to be with me when i will be losing the whole world.. at my end.. I wanted you to be with me from the starting till the end.. I just wanted to hold you tight and never let you go.. :'(